hmmm....

i honestly do not know what to do anymore. no matter how much i try to move on, i cannot. it haunts me. always in my mind, revealing itself at the most inconvenient time. i want to push ahead, but it won't let me. i want to be normal. i want everything to be normal. i know it won't be, but i will always wish. sometimes i want to erase everything i know, everything i saw, everything that haunts every part of my soul. i know that i can't, but i can always hope.

him.

seeing his eyes.

the empty space.

no remorse.

my love hurts.

inner demons

HELP ME
- no body
knows
my life
but me.

ALONE
- handling
hardships

past.

she lies
on the floor
life ripped
from her
all by the one
i call
love.